Hi everyone I'm John, but you all should know me as Templar. I was born on Valentine's day of 1961 am 5' 9" tall, 170 lbs, long black hair (usually in a pony tail) and I dress in black just a bit too often.
I've been drawing since I was 3. At about the age of 8 I started to fantasize about killing women. I have no idea where this came from - my upbringing was unremarkable as were my viewing habits. All I knew was that I had to draw to feed this demon inside me and draw I did. The first picture I drew was a tracing of a shapely vampiress being staked. Soon I had created my own worlds experimenting with the entire snuff spectrum - trying to find what I liked and what I didn't. I remember drawing some pretty violent, gruesome art that I finally decided didn't quite do it for me. I tried drawing innocent victims but learned that I really only enjoyed watching the villainous femme fatale getting what she deserved. I drew and drew and drew and drew - I was really only happy during some of my marathon drawing sessions. I have to credit my current style - mainly thin women with huge breasts with my first customer, Kevin. He kept me drawing and drawing - always asking for the breasts to be larger, the hips to be smaller and the torture to be just this way. I spent a short stint trying to draw for a living but learned that it was simply an acceptable form of slavery where the artist can look forward to doing all the work for about $2 an hour. I still draw hoping to supplement my meager income with little bits and pieces here and there.
My fantasies are pretty straight forward. A beautiful, evil woman is shot or stabbed in her navel. I thought I was the only one with this fantasy until I ran into the now spammed over alt.sex.necrophilia and finally Vicki. Vicki and I go back to when she had a mailing list of about 10 people and we had fun coming up with celebrity death scenes. I was happy to run into Peter as well who lent a different view to the whole bellystabbing scene. I couldn't get into consensual killing though, it just struck me as sad. Peter and I corresponded quite a lot - I was surprised to find someone whose fantasies so closely paralleled mine. One interesting situation occured when I tried to get a model to pose for a fantasy shoot I called 'Briana', not coincidentally the name of the model. I sent a copy of my script to Peter and Mike (the author of 'Victoria's Deadly Dalliance'). Mike sent the script back with the changes he wanted - Briana would be shot with more clothes on, you don't see her shot, she dies instantly and then her clothes would be taken off and her body handled. Peter's change went in the opposite direction - Briana was sexier, she seemed to enjoy the killing and the death scene was longer. To be fair both Mike's and Peter's text were excellently written and an improvement on mine. The point to this story is that it seemed impossible for us to agree on any one story so I gave up - until NECROBABES!
to be continued